watching porn

My partner at the time had gone to bed and I was sat there in front of the computer, glass of wine in hand and bottle half way down.
My partner at the time had being in bed for half an hour and I thought would proberley be a sleep.:)
Turned on internet explorer and put in to the search engine "spanking tgp" (tgp means thumbnail gallery post) after flicking through several sites I came across a site call xxx spank movies. On there is a girl in her burgendy school uniform getting stripped and spanked in all possible ways.
I start to stroke my parts as I watch her get her spanking, crying her heart out as she is stripped, humiliated and spanked.
I suddenly look up ad the floor boards on the landing creak and my partner see's me masterbating.:mad:
My partner storms down the stair in anger scream what the hell are you doing.
Pushing me off the computer and watching the video I am watching.
Question "Do you get off on this kind of stuff"
I answer timidly "ye yes I have a fetish about spanking"
Shouting "Get yourself upstair"
I go upstairs where I am dressed in some of my clothes and some of my partners making me look like an errant schoolgirl in a short skirt.
Shouting "Back downstairs"
I go back down and my partner is watching the video on the computer.
Partner "Right as the girl in the video knickers down and bend over touching the floor, skirt around your waist.
I do what I am told, wondering where this is going.
Partner " Legs apart, I am going to spank you genitals as the girl is in the video"
After 20 swats with a wooden spoon on my genitals I am dancing around like a little girl.
Partner" you can stop that now, turn on the main light and open the curtains"
I look at my partner in disbelieve it dark and with the curtains open and the main light on the neighbours will see everything.
Partner "now, any morer hesitation and it will be another 10 spanks on your genitals, never mind what I am going to do to your bottom"
I turn on the main light open the curtain and resummed the position in full view of several of our neighbours our house situated on a busy road.
My partner resumed spanking my genitals, after another 30 swats I was crying like the girl in the video.
I could see shadows outside the window of people watching my plight and this just hieghten my situation.
My partner now catching up with the video noted that after the genital spanking her bottom was tawsed till bright red.
Partner "Place one of the dinning room chairs in the middle of the room and go get that thick belt"
I did as told and she sat down on the seat and directed me to get over her knee, my bottom facing the window.
She belted me 100ish times without stopping, I was blubbering like a little girl now.
Partner "Stand and face the window and close your eyes"
I did as instructed, seeing several flashes I thought must be camera's, she left me there until 2:30 in the morning and then allowed me to come to bed.
I hoped this was the last of it, but a week later when we started getting pictures of that night through, my worsed fears were realised.
The week after that I was called in by a collegeue at work to his office and he showed me a utube video of that night which it was clear it was me.
The collegue said he would inform management unless I did as I was told, this started with a daily blow job.
Where this would end up, who knows!!!:confused: